Beautiful Bloom

Nesigurnost je sastavni dio mog života. Šta god da radim u životu prati me moja nesigurna strana, koja zna ponekad i pretjerati. Sputavala me često u dosta stvari, i zbog kojih sam mnogo razmišljala o nekim stvarima ili čak pokvarila lijepe momente. Zašto je imam? Pitala sam se često. Shvatila sam da je ona već bila prisutna od mog djetinjstva. Društvo u kojem odrastamo je tako, da osuđuje previše i stavlja neke standarde koji se trebaju ispuniti. Ukoliko ne ispuniš neke ili pogriješiš u nečemu, odmah te društvo osuđivanjem i poređenjem etiketira kao lošu ili nedovoljno dobru osobu. Mi smo svi odgojeni i nama su prenesena neka pravila o društvu od starije generacije, naših roditelja, profesora itd. Njima su njihovi roditelji prenijeli ta pravila itd. Čim uradiš nešto što nije po tom nekom nepisanom pravilu, prvo osuđuješ samog sebe i osjećaš neko gušenje, jer se podsvijest bori sa onim što nam je preneseno i s onim što je zapravo ispravno, a to je raditi i ne griješiti sve ono što poje...

 Pa cao dragi moji!  Dugo niste čuli ništa novo od mene i žao mi je, ali svaka pauza donosi nešto novo i bolje. Zadnji put sam objavila post prije godinu dana. Jedna godina je dug period za pauzu, ali bilo je potrebno kako bi shvatila neke stvari. Najprije, pišem vam da je to pauza, ali odlučila sam da prestanem sa blogom već odavno. Razlog tome su bile obaveze, a i pritisak od sponzorisanja. Izgubila sam se u tom sponzorisanju. Više nije bilo toliko bitno kako slike izgledaju i kakav je tekst, već samo da li se dovoljno vide stvari koje u tom postu sponzorišem. Na početku mi je bilo mnogo olakšavajuće ne razmišljati o blogu, ali nakon dužeg vremena, već mi je falilo dosta toga, ali nisam skupila hrabrost i inspiraciju za novi početak. Malo sam se izgubila kao što bi djeca rekla, u ovom jednom životu odrasle osobe. Koliko god nisam dovoljno odrasla za svoje roditelje, ipak za ono djevojku od prije godinu-dvije jesam. Jednostavno životne okolnosti vas natjeraju da zaboravite št...

As you know me, I always start to write about how you should be or how I changed. Today I want to write something new. It's a very important topic these days for me, but definitely also for others. I spent my last 2 summers working in Germany. This year I spent my summer relaxing in the nature. I was chilling some time on my weekendhouse near a river where I spent my childhood. I have some really beautiful memories of that place which I will never forget. But I started to notice how everyday someone throws their trash in the river. The shore of the river also has everywhere trash like bottles, plastic and glass. I got angry at us humans. I know that this river is a place for everyone, an important place which is free for people to use it and swim in it and enjoy the summer, but people started acting like the trash they throw away in it. They just keep leaving their stuff there. When I hear someone complaining how the river isn't as clean as before, I want to scream ''w...

'' Beauty is being the best possible version of yourself, inside and out. '' - Audrey Hepburn  Today's style is inspired by the time between the 40's and 50's. Of course I didn't copy the whole style. I did add my touch of style in it, with the blouse I got from Dresslily and the mixing of two prints. As you can see, I got a new haircut and after it I started to love the old fashion. Isn't it interesting how a little change can change your whole look. I love the way of changing my looks because it doesn't feel than boring and the same. My opinion is that everyone has more styles, so why show just one, when you can show more.

Hello my dears, How are you? How is your summer going? These days my inspiration is a little bit bad so I thought so much about it what I could write in this new post. The only thing what came to my mind is a popular quote which I often hear. It's '' Eyes are the mirrors of our souls''. What do you think, is that true? When I meet someone I look carefully into the persons eyes. Now when I think about it better, I do that because somehow the eyes tell me if the person is good or bad or something else. I don't know if the eyes are really mirrors of our souls, but they say something about the person which depends how everyone reads it.  So I got so many eyes on me, what do you think are they telling about me? Zdravo moji dragi/drage, Kako ste? Kako vam prolazi ljeto? Ovih dana mi je malo loša   inspiracija  , pa sam baš mnogo razmišljala o tome šta bi pisala na ovom novom postu. Jedino što mi je bilo na umu jeste poznata izreka, koju često čujem, a to je ...

Everyone knows the story about the ugly duckling. If we haven't read the story, we have at least seen the movie. The message that this story sends us is that we should be accepting of everyone's being and the diversity among us. All of us are instinctively longing for a place of our true honesty and self, to spread our wings and become the most beautiful swan. Seomebody being different does not make them a less worthy or a bad person. Before accepting someone for their looks, one should first look into their heart. It is a beautiful lesson from a beautiful childrens' story. It is sad that children nowadays don't read stories or watch cartoons like that. In schools, in the streets and even in a family, people raise us to be the same. That's a big mistake. Every single one of us is an invidual person. Everyone should be different and not be laughed at because they do or say different things. When you live in a small town like me, you can see how people react when so...

Danima već razmišljam da počnem pisati novi post, ali uvijek me sprječava neki osjećaj koji govori da pričekam još. Taj osjećaj je bio pravi, jer da sam prije počela pisati, ne bih uspjela ovako iz srca napisati ovaj post. Već mjesecima nisam ništa objavljivala niti pisala. To mi teško pada, jer je blog nešto što me usrećuje i pomaže da barem nekad budem maštovita i da ispustim svoju kreativnost pored silnih obaveza koje imam. Teško je odrasti u ovom svijetu gdje moraš da radiš i uskraćuješ sebi sreću da bih uspio nešto u životu, dok drugi koji ništa ne čine, imaju svu tu sreću, a ni sa čim je nisu zaslužili. Gledajući ovako sama sam sebi stvarala negativnu energiju i sebi kvarila dane razmišljajući ''Zašto se toliko trudim, kada ne vidim napredak ili neko svjetlo da mogu pratiti?''. U posljednje vrijeme sam mnogo teških odluka izabrala, gdje su skoro sve bile loše po meni. Sve sam više sebe zapuštala i ono što volim, da bih ostvarila neki cilj u životu koji me ne...